Everything Horses and Livestock® Magazine Feb 2019 Vol 4 Issue 1

Everything Horses and Livestock Magazine ®

knew I was only lying to myself when I called myself a freak and a failure, so I needed to change my way of thinking and start speaking the truth. We are only as good as we allow ourselves to be. Because of this group and her value of self-worth, I have learned not to be afraid of failure. Failure has and will always be my greatest challenge, but I have learned how to deal with it, how to make myself 1% better each and every day. When I first stepped out of my shell to partake on this amazing adventure with the magazine and the Barcus family, I had absolutely KNOW idea of how a magazine was supposed to look. I did research, looked at countless layouts and learned from my mistakes. My old self would have walked away after the second edition out of fear of failing. I am proud to say that it has been one year ago this month that I started on this amazing journey. Has the layout been perfect, no, but I have done my best to make every edition better than the last. I have learned to love failure. God has blessed me with an amazing group of people who have taught me that is it ok to fail, that it is ok to not be perfect, that it is ok to be scared and brave at the same time. All of this learning has made feel alive and taught me how to be 1% better each and every day. This leads me to my second passion. Not only did I jump on board with the magazine, I also took a leap of faith and

joined Better Equine in the Total Feeds business by opening up a satellite location called Better Equine Berryton. Total Feeds has not only changed the way I feel, it has my horses and dogs looking better than ever. Due to the type of breast cancer I have, blood work is required every three months to make sure it is at bay. Since being on Total People Plus, my markers have been really low. I have to take an oral pill every day to block any estrogen my body produces. The side effects are miserable, I have horrible hot flashes, my body aches all the time, and I can’t sleep. Since taking Total People Plus, alot of those side effects have subsided. I went from getting 1 to 2 hours of sleep to 5 or 6 hours. That is a huge step in the right direction. I also went from not being able to get out of bed without hurting to having very little inflammation. I can go on and on about the quality of the products and what they have

done, but that is not what this article is about. I never would have been able to do this without the help of my mentors. Bill and Jana gave me an amazing opportunity, they believed in me when I was beginning to not believe in myself. Dr. Harry Anderson has personally shared his knowledge, enabling me to better serve my customers. The everyday support I get from “The Passion Project” group and Fallon Taylor is also true inspiration. In closing I want to thank our EHAL audience, you all have been nothing but amazing. Thank you for letting me share my creativity and for being honest. Thank you for allowing me to fail and know that my failures will only make it better. Until next time…Have Patience, Find Your Passion and Be Persisant.

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