Trafika Europe 3 - Latvian Sojourn

While here with her, we can’t utter a single word, so we just move, we move and breathe.

Don’t ask me why or what for, just close your eyes and tell me, like you used to write me. Tell me again about the Pripyat River, about its waters. I know they’re brown because those waters flow from Geography , from peat-bogs. And if you want to swim, you'd better be strong because the current will sweep you away. After swimming, a coating like chocolate covers your skin, it tightens, dries out and bakes in the air – if you pick at it with your fingers it squeaks. Like a festive Misha the Olympian, one of those marzipan bears sold as an Olympic souvenir. Of course, you know that it's because of the swamp acids, which are surely good for you - fish even swim in and breathe them. But after the disaster they will turn into coagulating agents, as the nuclear physicists call them, since they are excellent conveyors of radioactive particles, the leftovers from the breakdown of the spilled nuclear fuel, God damn it, as the nuclear physicists, or "nukies," swore through their teeth. You are probably the child of a nukie, my dear little unknown comrade – otherwise what would you be doing in that city built in the middle of nowhere? In the middle of the Pale, there and where else in that emptiness would you be born, at that unremarkable age, the same age as the fourth reactor, the pride of the golden five-year-plans for energy construction.

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