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*28-6-1982, Auroville:
Nous n’avons guère dormi : Auragni avait déjà faim, et le lait de Diane était lent à
venir…
Ajneyam Auragni… Elle est si belle ; harmonieuse et pleine, son visage fin et plein,
elle est si belle…
Et Diane aussi est belle et calme, plus belle que je ne l’ai jamais vue…
*29-6-1982, Auroville :
Me voilà donc avec, en quelque sorte, une raison de vivre, et d’être humain !
*30-6-1982, Auroville:
One feels so dumb and silly, being a man, useless before the needs and demands of
an infant…
*1-7-1982, Auroville:
This evening at 6.3O Lisbeth and Angad’s baby boy is born: Ribhu…
*2-7-1982, Auroville:
Diane becomes more beautiful, with this quality of plenitude and harmony that I
had so missed: her own beauty, her own plenitude…
We have had lots of visitors and lots of happy comments on our little one and on
the birth, which seem to be sincere…
*8-7-1982, Auroville:
When I am “free”, I read Your Agenda; I have started all over from the beginning
again, and I’m happy; little drops of experience here and there…
Ajneyam Auragni is voracious, we hardly sleep: we have to keep up with her
energy…
*12-7-1982, Auroville:
Diane today gets into one of her weird moods; she has announced it at the first
hour by telling me her dream where we’d had a fight… Thus programmed the day
has gone and we have eventually stumbled upon the given pretext and we do have
a fight and we do have to struggle out of it and to rise again…
These moments are at once harder to take and leave less trace…
I have managed, though, to get to “Last School” for two hours of exercise, which
has done me good.
*15-7-1982, Auroville:
Diane has developed a high fever in the last few days, and everything has become
very tight, with the child becoming restless and Diane anxious about the milk flow,
and not enough sleep for too long…